Thursday, November 09, 2006

Runaway

woah down there...... easy does it.

How did I get so over excited? Overheated brain racing at a million miles perr hour. How. I value calm. collected. balanced? Its been a long time since I purposefully, willfully pursued this manic high. Is it a chemical imbalance? hmmmmmm

Manic depression is a two fisted ?????

I am excited. I am excited that the business is black. i am excited that I'm getting new horses. I am excited that I'm meeting with the builder to discuss another barn.

I am excited that GM finally has a CRM system that has some potential..... (again?)

I am excited because it is in my make up. I am manic depressive, and this is the manic stage....

I had a headache yesterday. Bad one. Felt nauseous too. Felt like the flu, but it passed by supper time. I was afraid to eat, but as I tried a little supper, I was raveneous. Pigged out and it settled fine.

Wow. I am manic and it comes as a surprise. shouldn't. but it does.

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