Paper Horses

Let go of the idea. Let go of the thoughts, preconcieved, how does it look..... work with this horse here and now today.

I've been shopping and shopping for paper horses. Drawn to certain bloodlines. Very drawn. Like butter to lobster..... turn up the heat...voila.... crazy.

I have to , want to, work with Cat. I want to let go of the need to own...the need to have an entry into some exclusive club of foundation breeders.... "look at my horse"

She is not my horse. I do not own her. that is antithetical to the spiritual reality that I am learning.

I don't have to know what's next. I have to let go and live less willfully.

As long as I am paying attention, I'll make the right move when its time, and in the meantime....... work and play.